this is exactly what i feel now.
it sucks to not have an aim, or a purpose in life.
i don't know where my future leads me to. i don't know what i can do. where i belong.

before i even worry about that, i have to worry, will i even get past A level.
the results is out soon. reality hits soon.
it DOES NOT help when the uncle in our office came in and asked that day: did you read the newspaper today? it says that university admission is getting tougher and tougher. more and more people cannot get in.

what am i going to to do, if i can't get a place?
retake A level? poly? NIE? SIM?
there seems like many options, but. it all seems the same to me.




bought my sister a CK limited edition mini make-up set (traveling set) for her birthday! :D it's damn mini and cute, and it has everything! i like the cube-box.

Hello, i'm Sijia and i'm 18 and i would love to stay 18 because 18 is a nice number and 18 means that i am still a student! :) the toilet is an amazing place because it is full of mirrors. and mirrors are good for taking photos! :) bubble tea is an addiction. i love lit as a subject but i don't like to read. i wish that fantasies and fairytales are real. i wish i was that female lead in the taiwanese drama where the girl bumps into her perfect guy by accident, what people call 'fate'.